a lack
You call me brave.
Brave because I say what must be said.
You do not see that I fear it too -
that awful rejection; it could catch me easily on its spike,
Posidon's dreaded spear, so easily I could drown,
one easy slip of your No and I could fall fathoms deep: hear the dolphin's ping of sorrow.
Still, someone must do: one of us must say.
This, or we stay stuck in neutral; Hermes' carriage, we go nowhere.
Perhaps it's what you want - the status quo.
We both share a dread of deep current emotions, the undertow -
the what if you let go.
I let go. I do. In all of my fear, I do.
I know the once-in-a-lifetime truism and I Believe
and in this belief, see only good; I can parse this.
How can it be then, we two.
Do you fear this then? Do you fear me?
That in my greed I would take your every offering.
Do you really believe that I would snap your life in two?
Forcing you to choose between this or that.
Love, no...
I steer the even keel. I would guide you safe past the rocks.
Lighthouse beacon, I beckon.